Nanunah nan un ahhh

Oh so busy lately. Work and school and going to the gym and busing in between. I’m cramming in reading my text books on the bus. The good thing of it all is that time is flying by. This week was over in a flash. I know it’s still Thursday but it feels like Friday, and it will be in just another blink of my eye. This is fantastic because the faster time goes the fast I get to see Kale. And, really, that’s what has been keeping me going about my days so enthusiastically. Being in love is…something so special. I am also that much closer to a bunch of other exciting things other than Kales home coming, reunions like seeing Lindsey finally, after her long journey, Suzye comes home from Australia on the same day as Kale gets home from Ak, I’m super excited to be together with everyone on the 16th; Bekah is turning 21 on the 15th and we get to celebrate! Also, going to Hawaii for my sisters’ wedding in June (then coming home the same day Love gets back from Europe), I’m also stoked summer and all its glory, ect.
The only bummer is Grandma and her cancer and, in effect, mom and her depression and worry over it all. I try to stay optimistic and think positive and not get sad or hopeless. Grandma’s a fighter; I know everything will be okay, no matter what. She started giving me things…like really important family heirlooms such as her Avon perfume collectibles and framed photos of Grandpa and her from when they where my age. She bought me an expensive bathing suit last weekend and gave me her old (but cute...) beach bag, all for my trip to Hawaii, also a list of things that I have to see while I’m there. While we were shopping around Freemont she almost accelerated at full speed ahead into a parked Mazda we had just parallel parked behind, she simply mistook the gas for the brake pedal before pulling her parking break. I shrieked so loud my throat hurt the rest of the day. I don’t recall the last time I screamed like that out of utter panic and fear for our life. I was so stressed! But grandma just looked at me and said, “Good, just checking to see if you were awake.” And she smiled slyly. So lucky we didn’t hit that car, I have no clue how we didn’t. She’s in the hospital and has been since the day after we went shopping, with pneumonia. Le sighs.
I’m starving – so instead of going to the gym before work. I’m going home and eating!

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