So why not?
I’ve been a lot of a recluse lately and I admit it openly. So here’s an honest effort update:
School’s all right, math aside I’m getting on nicely. I need adderall, BAD. I’ve only taken one test the past 4weeks (in math) and I should have had at least 4 or 5 under my belt by now. Gah. I’ll follow through though; I can’t waste mom’s money like that. Work is spectacular; I think I’m the luckiest girl in the world, getting to work with such an amazing group of people. And, yes, I finally waitress! Making tips and sitting pretty. I also have a car now, I cute old little Subaru GL (1986) Erin (brothers girl) went on an adventure to pick it up at my Cousins house in Spokane a week ago or so. I still am waiting for Kevin (2nd cousin) to send me the title so I can renew the tabs and registration. I’ve only been driving it to work and back witch isn’t too risky, not a ticket I couldn’t easily talk myself out of. Mom already got a parking ticket, hah. I’ve been going through a lot of personal changes, battles even. I don’t think it’s a bad thing, I really kind of like it, all the change. I’ve been eating meat for the past few weeks and it is spectacular. Don’t ask me why, I just think I needed some variation in my day-to-day routines. Bikram yoga is making life a brighter place to live. Among other things, let’s just say I’ve been stepping out of the box lately. I really miss all my friends though, I feel like I’m missing a big part of myself. Between school and work I don’t have much time, but I’m really feeling the need to sit with my loves and chitchat about anything and everything.
Well this was a sorry attempt it seems looking at this puny paragraph, my apologies.


here, because I'm a firm beleiver that you can tell alot about a person if you know what music they're listening to....so heres a list of whats in my ears every day (A need to hop on the ball on the cd burning collective. I WONT LET YOU GUYS DOWN IM IN I JUST NEED TO SEE YOU!
Songs: Cheap Trick, Heaven Tonight. The Rolling Stones, Wild Worses and Moonlight Mile. THIS, Conspiracy. Acid Bath, Dead Girl, old skin, graveflower... (all Acid Bath really, been on a big kick lately). Au Rivoir Simone, Tell Me.
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peace dudes